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Dec. 13th, 2007

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"What is True to the philosopher, would not be truth, nor have the effect of truth, to the peasant. The religion of many must necessarily be more incorrect than that of the refined and reflected few... The truest religion would in many points, not be comprehended by the ignorant... The doctrines of the Bible are often not clothed in the language of strict truth, but in that which was fittest to convey to a rude and ignorant people... the doctrine."  A. Pike

"The true name of Satan, the Kabalists say, is that of Yahweh reversed; for Satan is not a black god... for the initiates this is not a Person, but a force, created for good, but which may serve for evil. It is the instrument of liberty and free will."
A. Pike


Chaos begets order, but chaos ensues again, followed by order, and so on. The conflict of opposites leads finally to system equilibrium which is disturbed once again by renewed conflict, and a new, temporary stage of equilibrium is achieved. Ever upward, evolving until perfection. So, the Illuminist is a perfectionist ever changing, seeking more light as he travels down that yellow brick road to tomorrow.

Manly P. Hall, 33o

Sep. 18th, 2007

Artist Tribute #1

The amazing artist Dianae.... http://dianae.deviantart.com/

Hail Kingu

The Blood Of Kingu

[Lyrics by Thomas Karlsson]
[Music by Christofer Johnsson]

Collect the blood of Kingu from the great old sea
And Arrogate the primeval waters
Inside your veins the power of the demon flow
Have you ever searched for your descent?

Gaze into your soul, we are the children of the ancient ones
On the thin facade we are the kindred of the benign gods

Take up and read the tables of your destiny
they hang around the neck of Kingu
Prepare the war between gods deep inside your soul
You are the one to fight in this war!

March for war in your soul. Hail!
Demon Kingu rise, rise, rise from the void. Hail!
Kingu rules the honred dragons, Ugallu, fishmen,
Mushussu, umu, bulls, frogs, scorpions, dogs... Kingu rules the void!

Kingu is the blood of man drawn off from this early waren
In your veins you find the strength from the demon's heritage

Chaotic waters covered every part of earth
The old gods split it like shellfish
But in the shells the blood of chaos still remain
Mother Habur suckle her children

  [repeat pre-chorus & chorus]

Kingu, general of the host of chaos, fighting for Tiamat; Bearer of sky
and earth

Kingu, the mighty master ruling eleven demons
Kingu, your blood is running insinde the heart of mankind

The ancient demon, they will return...
The blood of Kingu... their open gate

- Therion

One of the song that makes my inner fire burning stronger. Resonates VERY deeply inside.....
Breaks my heart at the same time - making me feel more alone amongst people not of my 'kin'....
Making my soul's scream and Call to my 'Kin' even more stronger and fierce....

Sep. 17th, 2007

And... I love New-York....

If I had a LJ last August, I'd definitly have talked about my too brief travel to Manhatan.
There are no words to describe the love I have for this city.....

As soon as I arrived there I was in awe... I simply loved the powerful Energies there.... it was so familiar to me, that as soon as I walked in the streets I felt "home".... I could almost swear I have been there astrally without remembering it (well, I know I did, but it seemed to me that I maybe went more often than I thought)... it was way too familiar to me.... Somehow, talking about New-York leads me to talk about my biggest problem in life: agoraphobia. The latter is the monster that destroyed much of my life.... yet, in New-York -despite all the talk of it being a "dangerous" city- I felt fearless. I felt free, as if the city was mine. Isn't strange.... I simply adore the energies of Power of this city. I was amused by the wickedness of NY... I found the amount of publicity in Time Square totally insane, but I liked it. It is definitly a "money city". Much, much control over the people in this town. However, I truly loved the life going on there... so much people = so much life energies which I crave. I was literally in a hurry, so I paid for a guiding tour... I took the worst unfortunatly, I wasted about an entire hour of my day waiting for the damn bus - while watching the buses of the adverse company tour passing by every 10 minutes... quite frustrating I must say. Being the fashion freak that I am, it was frustrating as well not having the time to shop in all those GREAT fashion shops. If it wasn't for new projects, I'd go back there in few months... but due to personal projects, I know I'll go back to N-Y in maybe only a year......

Sep. 13th, 2007

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Eh I had to try that one!

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It was predictable I guess.... I checked out some essays from a lodge from Le Dragon Rouge....
I absolutly ADORE Howard Phillip Lovecraft, however I don't incorporate the Necronomicon as a daily "ritual"! I like Faust, but the mere term "Faustian magic" makes me frown.... The sillyness of their view of the Sabbat is astonishing. Reciting the "Lord's prayer" backward, what?!?!?! What type of ignorance is that?! It's exactly the type of stupidity I refered to when previously writting about "fake left-hander"! I feel they believe much bullshit about Cain also... not that I have a super knowledge of Cain, but I use that inner 'Vision' to see and sense what is absolute crap or truths... and personally, hearing about Cain being a savage cannibalist who was involved in demonic orgies, simply turn on the button inside me "warning, warning, bullshit ahead!"... I understand about tribes who ate their fallen brothers and sisters at war... but that is not cannibalism to me - it's more of a way of life, a ceremony in honor of their fallen brothers and things like that... When they refered about the story of night Sabbat where male and female 'witches' enter the astral plane and one of them transformed into a pig.... I hope they don't believe that for their own sake. Come on... I have yet to see a fucking pig on the astral plane! (those who might read that, excuse the language). What's next? Kermit the Frog satanic sacrifice? ah, reminds me of this: http://hermetic.com/crowley/libers/lib70.html

Crowley can write good stuffs, but seriously I hope things like the above was either a joke or filled with extreme parables. Maybe soon will people take Harry Potter's rituals seriously, perhaps they already do! :-P Why not Teletubbies high Magick, smurf's voodoo tribal ritual or sponge bob's dark ceremony, to initiate children?! Either a lot of people are VERY weird or ignorant, or either I am.... o_O

Sep. 11th, 2007

fake & false.

Finally, I end up liking to write in that journal thing....

I decided to give a try and typed "left hand path" in the interest section of the search... blah, how nauseating... same as ever before... I used to despised the LHP due to the definition the ignorants gived to it. It's only when hearing intelligent answers from knowledgeable and GENUINELY experienced left hander that I came to love the term and used it for my own path.... but it's only one term amongst many others.

I need to express publicly my disgust of at least 1/2 of people who *claim* to follow the Left Hand Path... my message to the fake left hander: You people, are so lame.... You don't know anything consistent about the Left hand Path. You woke up a morning, knowing that you love "dark things" and you heard about the left hand path and you thought that it sounded oh so "cool" or should I say so "gothically hip"...... You believe it is about materialism and other foolishness... while it is instead the most spiritual path there is.... or you believe perhaps that you are attuned to the Cthonic Forces, and you believe you are a follower of Set.... bullshit. You are stuck in illusions .... trapped in your religious beliefs.... you are as religious as any muslim or fundamentalist christian or any other religion who see only the surface of things... you perceive only the veil, or shadows of the veil. I doubt that you can even see shadows of the veil. Would you truly go through the Veil, you would come back insane and sick with fear. You can't wake up a morning and suddently *decide* that you will follow the LHP. You simply can't become something you are not. Do you truly think that the Set you decided to worship blindly, without even knowing who you are worshipping, will guide you in any way... ? Those who act like slaves will eternally remain slaves. Blind Worship is Slavery. Would you meet Set, he might crush your mind to pieces. The LHP is not a silly game. I could say all that in other words, but I prefer using simple terms....

Quote from Le Dragon Rouge that I agreed with:
The left hand path and dark magic is not a path of salvation that anyone can accomplish. For most people the established religions are more suitable. The left hand path is a demanding path that takes for granted that the adept is prepared to be disciplined, patient, responsible and courageous. We are strongly dissuading psychically unstable persons from taking this path.

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"Richard the Lionhearted even cited his purportedly Luciferian heritage as being the reason why his family “lacked the natural affections of mankind.”

Seems like Richard and I have a point in common....

Sep. 10th, 2007

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Votre Score: Nemesis

Indeed, you are 83% erudite, 58% sensual, 50% martial, and 79% saturnine.

This daughter of the Greek Goddess Nyx was initially thought of as a harsh force of opposition. However, she was later softened to represent the feeling of just resentment or righteous anger against those who committed crimes with apparent impunity, or who had inordinate good fortune.

Her name, Nemesis, means "she who distributes or deals out". And that she did. As she was the one directing human affairs in such a way as to maintain equilibrium of happiness and unhappiness, she could bring about losses and suffering if you made the impression of being �too� happy.

Being the one who checked extravagant favours by Tyche (or Fortuna, as the Romans called her), she was regarded as an avenging or punishing divinity, so it only makes sense that the Goddess of Punishment, Poena, was an attendant of Nemesis.

Despise all this suffering and vengeance, she is also said to have been as beautiful as Aphrodite. Her attributes were, among others, a rein, a sword, or a balance.

The Fifteen Goddesses

These are the 15 categories of this test. If you score above average in �

�all or none of the four variables: Neit. �
Erudite: Minerva. �
Sensual: Aphrodite. �
Martial: Artemis. �
Saturnine: Persephone. �

Erudite & Sensual: Isis. �
Erudite & Martial: Sekhmet. �
Erudite & Saturnine: Nemesis. �
Sensual & Martial: Hera. �
Sensual & Saturnine: Bast. �
Martial & Saturnine: Ilamatecuhtli. �

Erudite, Sensual & Martial: Maeve. �
Erudite, Sensual & Saturnine: Freya. �
Erudite, Martial & Saturnine: Sedna. �
Sensual, Martial & Saturnine: Macha.

Lien: The Mythological Goddess Test écrit par Nitsuki sur OkCupid Rencontres gratuites online, home of the Le Test de Personnalité

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